I'm so elated right now, I'm on top of the world. I cannot stop thinking about you! I am praying for so many things-- that I will not be let down in this- that neither of us would get hurt- that this is not just lust or infatuation; that it is real! I cannot even sit still! Thoughts of our time together keep entering my mind- idea of going 4-wheeling with you and throwing the football or baseball are even more exciting that a romantic dinner with candlelight and wine! God, please don't let me be let down in this! Please let M be ok with this and not angry or jealous or upset with either of us- please let me be on the same page as YOU and you.
I cannot wait to see your face again. Your smile, your beautiful eyes...I am falling so fast that it actually worries me that I may be doing soemthing wrong! But you seem so right. So right. Please don't let me be let down- please do not let my excitement hurt me- it has been soo long since I felt this way, and yet I know how quickly I can get carried away with dreaming! Oh, how I am dreaming right now!!
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