It's Been Awhile.

So it's been awhile. I guess I have been either too busy to blog, or when not busy, just not up to putting my feelings out there any more than I already was. Anywho.

I'm on the up... It sucks taking all these drugs, but then again, who knows what's making me better. It could be any number of things. Therapy, for one, but I don't know if I believe that it actually can affect your depression. I know I know, they say it does and I for one should believe in it- I have always believed it for others (because that's what the research says), but have always been skeptical when it comes to myself. Ok, so Synthroid, for another. Low thyroid = low energy and depression. So I've been taking Synthroid for about 2 months now. Vitamin B. I have been swallowing Vitamin B like candy. Lexapro, 30mg. Could be that, too. And the latest drug: Lamictal. An anti-convulsant, a mood-stabilizer. I don't know that i have been taking it long enough to take any effect- And though it could be a placebo effect, I highly doubt it, seeing as how I have become very discouraged/disillusioned/skeptical about yet another pill. Anywho, I have also been a lot busier. And as I have been reflecting on this, I think more and more every day that this has been the greatest drug of all. Busyness = less time to think, less time to sleep, less time to mope, etc. etc. etc.

So that's that. Here's hoping that the storm won't come back for a while, and the up and up will continue. Also, I'm changing the name of my blog.

Peace.